Have you ever had so much on your plate that you just cannot even think straight? It’s where I am right now. I have so much work to do and it isn’t that I don’t have the time to do it, I don’t have a clear mind. I don’t know where to begin and what to finish first. I have project upon project that all requires my undivided attention. So, at the moment, none of those things are getting any of it. I am writing this blog and it is helping me to relax about it. Father God knows what I need to do. I need to look up to Him and just rest in His comfort. I should be working on my pitch. But, my brain is too overloaded. I have written my pitch what seems like a thousand times and each time it is different. Ugggg! But, I am confident if I were called upon right this minute, I would know what to say. Summer Ray is a part of my being. But, I still want to make sure I cover all the necessary bases. This film industry stuff is very structured. I do not want to fall short. The books to the series all need to be updated, along with my motivational books. Not to mention the fact, I have five unpublished books that I need to finish. What I need to do is prioritize my work. The most pressing is the pitch. I am waiting on the first pitch poster to be done, so I can start fundraising. The books need to be updated that pertain to the film. Everything else can be left for another day. See, I write to help myself in hopes that I can help others too. Sometimes life gets in the way and our daily living. Life is not all about work. We must have time to relax and enjoy our families and nature. The beauty of God’s creations help me to put things in perspective. I need to cast my burdens on the Lord because He really does care about me. He cares about you too! I am weary of this project, but I am also deeply excited as well. I know that things are going well, even if at the moment, I don’t feel like they are. I am just tired. So, today I will just work on the pitch. Maybe I will write some on volume 6. Maybe check on the screenplay and see if I need to polish it up a bit. God has the exact moment in time to have the first film premiered. He knows the moment in time and what will be going on with the world events. He has time in His hands and I don’t need to be concerned about it. When it is His appointed moment in time, the funding and the connections necessary will be there. Each step of the way, Father God has shown the path in which to take. No, He hasn’t shown it all at once. If He did, I would have quit. I am overwhelmed now and I only see the next step in front of me. But, I do envision us at an astonishing premiere and how awesome it will be. I am also working on my health and overall fitness. When called upon, I want to be the best me I can be! Till then, I am steadily moving forward. Now back to the pitch!!!
THE MEMOIRS OF SUMMER RAY 